I never question the Creators reasons for doing things the way they are. After all those who follow or read my blog, see my appreciation for beauty and creativity in general.
But lately and especially on this Memorial Day I wonder why as we age we don't grow a self destructive button. Yes, something we could push and go to sleep and move on to the next place that absorbs our energy!
Ok those who believe in the bible will say that we were never meant to die and suffering is a result of sin. Ok, I will give them that thought. So when the creator (not God because its associated as a male and it is neither male or female) forced then out of the garden of Eden he could of made a self destructive button that would grow in time and something you could use to move on!
Hey there are many ways we can leave this earth! Unfortunately a few friends of mine have decided this pattern! But in my 50's there are times I could push such a button! Then I am reminded of why I should not! Well there is My Love Robert, The roses I enjoy looking at and taking pictures of in my garden! There are the drag queens that make me laugh like last night! There is such beauty in both male and female that pleases my sight!
So maybe there is a reason why such button does not exist! Because if it did I or we may have missed everything I just said. And though at times I wish for such a button, I am reminded daily of why that if it existed we are meant to enjoy every moment while here!
Look around and no matter what your suffering and let the beauty of creation move you to appreciate every second you live!
I dedicate this to my sister! She may never read it, but I see her struggle to survive every week with cancer and I have never heard her complain! In this tearful morning I say thanks sis for making sure I don't push that button just yet!
You’re Bro
Dr Q
